Hey guys, how have you been? Just to announce you that I just got married, two months ago. lol. I have some leisure time here to update my blog right now and currently, I've been working from home - again, due to some COVID-19 issue after I went to outstation at Pangkor Island. Yeah, feeling unproductive, it is not the feeling of bored but the style of working from home is different than working normal office hour 9-6pm. Working from home; I don't get the hype of "working".. well you know. office stuff.. busy.. messy. Ok why do i have to brag about working when the title of this entry is "I just got married". wth haha.

Back to our main topic here, I just got married to the man that I love on 24th July 2020 and our wedding reception was the day after, 25th July 2020. It was a very simple wedding but I kinda like it so much becauseee... due to the pandemic, we all need to minimize the guests and also complying the standard operating procedure (SOP) it is the new normal of wedding 2020. Alhamdulillah everything was under control. Luckily, we got the wedding planner who is great at doing this wedding stuff, the pelamin design is so mesmerizing just like what I expected to be, the buffet is delicious, my wedding dress is so beautiful, my spouse looks awesome wearing songket. Oh God I miss to have a wedding again! I had a wonderful time with my spouse and our big families. I love to see when all of my family members include in-laws were having a good time together during our wedding ceremonies. It feels so whole to me. Completed.

Wedding is tiring but fun. It took only a day and be a forever memoir to remember especially when you marry the right man who love you so much. Alhamdulillah for every single thing that Allah gave to me. And you know what during the reception, ok first; it's been like two weeks raining sooo heavy seriously in Selangor. I was of course, worried. During our solemnization at 3.00 to 3.45pm on Friday, after the wedding vows, it was raining so heavy that I have to walk in the rain without my wedding shoes to go back home because our solemnization was held at mosque near my home. Then done with the solemnization and the day after, it rained right after the last chair is up on the lorry, literally right after the staffs were finish to tidy up the canopy tent, tables and chairs by almost 5pm. Alhamdullilah, my wedding reception went very well. Unfortunately, my first house is flooded due to heavy rain. Drainage problem in the residential areas. My parents have two houses, so the first house is where my family in laws stay, and the second house is where my wedding reception be at. My family and I were so embarrassed because our family in laws have to go through the flooded after the wedding reception. It will be unexpected funny moments during our wedding lol but hopefully it won't be happening again if my family in laws come visit to my parent's house again, next time they'll stay at the second house haha. 

Alright I guess enough with the stories but I am open with questions that related to my wedding in case if you wanted some advises on tips and budget, I can create some more entries about it. I will leave you guys with these wedding photos! <3 

Dear all, my husband and I would like to thank for all the wishes, prayers and gifts. We appreciated to all guests who attended to our wedding last two months and hope you all enjoyed ok. May this marriage bless by Allah.

Haha this is after our solemnization, done with photoshoot etc then we hang out with my sister and my bestfriend. Because I'm hungry and wanna eat dakgalbi.

Last but not least, may I introduce - again, the same man, my husband, Muhamad Zulkarnaen. I love him so much that I promise to stay forever, until my last breathe. The only man that will always be in my heart, be loyal to him, and take a good care of him and our home. Thank you for loving me, accepting my flaws and marry me. I am grateful to Allah for giving me a good husband like him. He will stuck forever with me in this world. Husband and wife dunya akhirah.

Selalu tak bangun pagi tiba-tiba muka breakout? naik jerawat, badan gatal-gatal la apa la. Mungkin, disebabkan tilam yang kita baring tu kotor, walaupun cadar basuh selalu tapi habuk memang takkan nampak dengan mata kasar kan. So, aku pun try la beli dust mite vacuum ni. Beli kat Shopee je harga RM179. Alhamdulillah barang yang sampai semua ok, produk berfungsi dengan baik.

Masa aku try vacuum ni cadar aku dah cuci dah couple days ago. Cadar aku semua berwarna putih sebab kulit sensitif so putih bila kotor, akan senang nampak la kan based on dia punya warna. Lepas aku dah vacuum, korang boleh tengok image di atas ini masih ada habuk, banyak pulak tu padahal tak rasa macam tilam dan bantal aku ni kotor. Part nak cuci pulak senang je, filter dia ni boleh basuh pastu keringkan. Aku akan gunakan hampir setiap hari nak tidur, yelah kulit aku ni eczema.

Aku recommend kat korang vacuum ni, pada yang berkemampuan untuk beli, silakan. Kat Shopee ada yang lebih murah aku tengok cuma korang kena pandai cari je, try baca review semua. Aku beli RM179. Aku tengok ada yang RM149. Puas hati pakai vacuum ni, sebab kulit aku sensitif sangat, memang kena ada satu dekat rumah.

Hey guys, how you doin? It's been so long that I neglect my blog but anyway, hi I'm back! Today is 25th June 2020 and I just wanted to inform to all my blog followers that I am wonderfully getting married in 29 days. Time flies so fast. Actually, I wanted to humbly announce about this, not to be too excited but yeah, I hope everything will be just fine in shaa Allah.

Currently, we are in the middle of preparations. Thing's getting intense sebab I need to focus on two major things right now, dengan sibuk kerja lagi.. being in a corporate comm department is quite tough here and if you ask me, I can tell you that I kinda gelabah jugak. The second major important thing is; my wedding preparations. Instead of that, I need to move to a new house in 3 days tapi I belum pack my stuffs lagi ni.

I've been working since morning till night and it is so tiring sebab nak kena tengok dua benda kan but in shaa Allah, I'll keep up this momentum. Fever hits me actually because I just got back from outstation in Alor Setar and then balik semula ke Penang, driving alone of course. I guess that's all my personal story to be share and nahh I wanna show you something.


In shaa Allah, I pray to Allah swt that things will be easy. It is so hard to maintain a relationship to hit the level of marriage. I finally found a man that I really like and a man that I will love for the rest of my life. Alright, I'll come back on blogging soon ok! Stay healthy and safe everyone.

December 2019 - I was sitting alone at BERNAMA's cafe during lunch-break while log on my PUBG Mobile. I saw another invitation from Naen Lee to play along as my team but I declined. After a week on 18th, his invitation to play along on PUBG Mobile is finally accepted. We played several rounds until 3am. That was how I met Zulkarnaen. On 29th, I invited him to a theme park, MAPS Ipoh along with my friends. Ironically, I was the one who invited him on our so-called-first-date. I started to have a feeling on Zulkarnaen. I want him as my one true partner. We talked all nights, we talked all days.

January 2019 - I became closer with Zulkarnaen and a week later, I met him again in Penang for a work trip. I also made a new friend, Afiqa. After a year, me and Fiqa had a chance to talk and we became best-friend since then. I got two best-friends now which is Que & Fiqa also a boyfriend, Zulkarnaen. We made a lot of memories in Penang. Zulkarnaen said those 8 letters for the first time to me at the beautiful place and I won’t forget that.

February 2019 - It was my first time I took a flight alone from KL to Penang. Just to see Zulkarnaen and met his family. Everything went smoothly. We also spent our time together knowing each other.

March 2019 - Zulkarnaen met my family, my mother was so excited in welcoming him. My grandmother was there too and she liked him so much until my father couldn’t refuse him. On the next day Zulkarnaen met my family members, they discussed about our wedding date. It was impossible for a boyfriend to discuss about wedding on the first time he met the girlfriend's family members. Surprisingly but he did. So we had our wedding date and it all went smoothly Alhamdulillah.

April 2019 - Zulkarnaen and I had fights and arguments a lot. We almost cancel our Merisik Day and discontinue this relationship. I was so unstable and my emotions up and down that I could not even think what I said to Zulkarnaen. He tried to comfort me as well and he succeed. But after fights, we still love each other and trying to be better than before.

May 2019 - We celebrated Ramadan together. It was our first Ramadan before we engaged. We did not have a chance to date on this month which make us deeply miss each other and excited to meet on our engagement day.

June 2019 - Zulkarnaen and I are engaged. Merisik day went smoothly at my kampung alhamdulillah. That day, our relationship moved to the next level. I could not be so happy that the man I wanted has become my potential husband. I can't believe that I got Zulkarnaen officially.

July 2019 - Visiting United Kingdom with my bestfriends, Que and Fiqa for two weeks isn't in my 2019's to-do-lists but I made it. I thought it was a mistake but that's gonna be the last holiday trip and I'll be in Zulkarnaen's arms forever. The holiday trip was tremendous. United Kingdom is my dream place and I wish to be back again with Zulkarnaen soon. When I visited Anfield Stadium, Liverpool, I had a video-call with Zulkarnaen and he's really happy to see the stadium because he loves Liverpool so much. I also went to Harry Potter's shooting place, God I miss UK so much hope that I can be back again and be a personal shopper lol.

August 2019 - I celebrated my birthday with my family and Zulkarnaen at my home. Mum bought me a birthday cake and Zulkarnaen gave me a pair of shoes that I really want it for so long. I love the shoes so much. It's gonna be the last birthday as a bujang. Apart from that, I received a new job offer and I resigned at BERNAMA. All praise to Allah that He answered my prayers to be close with my future husband a year before we get married. It was my dream career to work in my dream type of company alhamdulillah. Zulkarnaen is a bless from Allah which is given for me, his existence make my life even better.

September 2019 - I started my new career on September and managed to deliver my task effectively. Besides, I kinda undergo a really bad situation where I thought living in Penang was a mistake but I chose to be with Zulkarnaen so I sacrificed everything, my family & my friends. I've been in Selangor after I was born and never left Selangor, so I wasn't ready to leave the hometown. Zulkarnaen is the only person that I have now because I know no one else here. I'm thankful that he is so strong to calm me down and day by day, I feel ready. I may not fancy Penang but my favourite person and his family is in Penang and so does my dream career. I can only move forward.

October 2019 - I celebrated Zulkarnaen's birthday with his family. It his turn now, the last birthday in his bujang's life. So I treat Zulkarnaen and his family shell-out menu on dinner. I love to see how happy he was on that day. I'm gonna celebrated every year.

November 2019 - It was my friend's wedding, I had a moment with my friends, my two bestfriends back again along with Zulkarnaen. After couple months I resigned, I finally met them again at my favourite place, Ipoh. I don't know why I love Ipoh so much but Ipoh is like the center between Penang and KL, my first date with Zulkarnaen also in Ipoh so there's a lot of memories there. We had a walk at Plan B and hang out around Ipoh.

December 2019 - This month is my first anniversary with Zulkarnaen. I encountered an emotionally pain which giving me a "wake up call". Zulkarnaen and I fought and argued really bad. We almost ended our relationship again. I realize that I cause trouble a lot to Zulkarnaen, I made a mistake and I was angry with myself. We hurt each other back then. I lied to Zulkarnaen that I don't love him and I don't even need him anymore. This happen because I feel that Zulkarnaen rarely call me and met me at my place. I feel down and terrible. It was because of less communication that we fought on. But then, we forgave each other and apologized. We promised that we will strive to be better on our chapter 2, we gave each other chance and try again. No matter how much I took the pain in my relationship, I still have faith in it. With all the fights and arguments, there’s a love that is still left in our heart.

"To love, more communication, be loyal and trust."

Memories Video By Zulkarnaen

The Ending Of Me

With all the mistakes I’ve done makes me learning. I am no where near good, I have lost once, I’ve been crying for couple days which makes my eyes swollen and my heart shattered. Of all the things I've caused him, I realize that I was wrong all this while. I understand that I cannot get too attached with someone even if they’re mine. I understand that letting go is part of loving. And I truly understand that love needs to sacrifice. I understand that a true relationship wasn't easy and can never be easy. I understand that I don't need to use my energy to worry but I'm gonna use this energy to believe, create, trust, grow and heal.‬ If I do not change my direction, I may end up to where I am heading. It’s time for me to improvise myself. Even better. For the sake of Allah SWT.

Single Life

We can say that single life is happier, I can go out with my friends everyday without asking permission. I can say that my single life is enjoyable, mingling with all guys out there, also can be on the dance-floor every weekend. There is no sadness, no one can hurt me. I’m happier, so much happier than current day. But until when? My heart is empty and bored. I want a life with my true partner. Since I started to get into a relationship, I encountered lot of things in the same boat with my partner, this life is more challenging and not as bored as single life. I ain’t tired, my life now is complete unlike before when I’m single. Being with Zulkarnaen, I feel happy, sad, love, terrible, strong, pain, jealousy, peaceful.. I feel a feeling I have never had before. In conclusion, loving a single-life-with-no-problems is not healthy. I need some challenges in this life.


This world is temporary. Zulkarnaen is my eternal, he is my dunya and akhirah. I don't live in this world for nothing but I'm gonna live this Dunya to have a better life in Akhirah. Zulkarnaen and I will lift each other up living in this world for the sake of Allah SWT and as rewards, we will meet again in afterlife and live like a fairy-tale together.. happier... forever, so what's more than that?

I'm thankful for Allah SWT because He answered all my prayers. This is my recap 2019 that I can flex on. A story about Zulkarnaen.

Two months ago on 23rd August 2019, I resigned as Assistant Producer at Bernama News Channel. I had a great time in two years and half in TV production; handling two talk-show of Nine11 & Ruang Bicara. Working at BERNAMA strengthen my profile and skills especially in News & Current Affairs Department.

From Media Industry to Corporation Communications. 

I moved from KL to Penang because I will get married soon and my fiance lived in Penang. Currently, I'm in Corporate Communication Department as one of the Executive. It has been two months I'm working here. I'm glad to be a part of the professional team and work in a good company. It's my dream job and my dream to work in an established company. So far I’m doing fine here. I like the environment and the system that they are using. The company I have been working offers a lot of benefits too not just a medical which I kinda like it, I am thankful to finally have a better career and chances. I wish to tell you the name of the company however I am still under probation so, let me do my job first hehe.


I hope for a better life in Penang and live happily ever after with my fiance, future husband.

Percaya atau tidak, hanya dengan menggunakan pembersih wajah sahaja boleh buat muka jadi flawless. Pernah dengar tak ada orang cakap kulit dia bersih dan dia cakap tak pakai apa-apa pun? Rasa macam unbelievable kan, kita ni beli produk macam-macam untuk merawat kulit wajah. Cuma nak bagitahu awal-awal kecuali kulit jenis pori-pori besar atau wajah yang berparut memang tak boleh buat apa lah kan, tu memang kena dapatkan rawatan yang lebih profesional. Posting ini sesuai untuk kulit wajah normal, berjerawat pasir dan berminyak. Hanya dengan mencuci wajah dengan apa sahaja pembersih wajah yang boleh didapati di mana-mana drugstore pun sudah memadai. Cuci muka dengan teknik 60-second rule bangun pagi, tengah hari, petang, malam dan sebelum tidur. I have done it and it works on my face. Tapi cleanser yang saya pakai tu memang jenis yang berkualiti la. Cari cleanser yang bersesuaian dengan kulit muka dan cuci bersih-bersih dengan teknik 60-second rule tu.


I cannot say that toner, moisturizer, serum and etc are not required tapi terpulang pada korang kalau nak tambah produk tu semua tiada masalah pun. Plus, sunscreen sangat penting untuk wajah. Setiap hari kena sapu sunscreen/sunblock spf50++ above tau, kalau spf kurang daripada itu tak cukup untuk mengelakkan cahaya UV untuk cuaca di Malaysia.

Cuba you all try teknik yang saya sebutkan selama seminggu, make sure cleanser yang you all beli tu baguslah dan sesuai untuk kulit, cuci dengan 60secondrule, pakai sunscreen selepasnya, kemudian kerapkan cuci wajah. Hati-hati jangan sampai kulit wajah kering sangat, make sure minum air secukupnya dan apply la serum kalau terlalu kering. Selamat mencuba.